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On the minus side:
I am exhausted, coming down with a cold, and have just fought (trans-Atlantically) with my other half.
On the plus side:
I found three weeks of Sunday funnies today, presented my fifty page paper, and found out that I am not having surgery this summer.
Clearly, after some resting, this day will be fairly good. Except for the Mac part.
Open because it's directed at him, he has no livejournal, and I need to try to get this off my chest, cut because it's unnecessarily angst-filled.
I can not be what you want me to be. I am not what you want me to be, and glad as I am that you're realizing this, I miss you. Yes, I'm hurt that you would take it to this level. It's your choice, of course- but at some point, I hope that you grow up about it, because whatever else happens, goddammit, you are Mac, you are my other half, you are part of the Contingent, and none of these are bonds you can throw away. No matter what you do, I am here, and I will be here.
So there. -_-
On the plus side:
Clearly, after some resting, this day will be fairly good. Except for the Mac part.
Open because it's directed at him, he has no livejournal, and I need to try to get this off my chest, cut because it's unnecessarily angst-filled.
I can not be what you want me to be. I am not what you want me to be, and glad as I am that you're realizing this, I miss you. Yes, I'm hurt that you would take it to this level. It's your choice, of course- but at some point, I hope that you grow up about it, because whatever else happens, goddammit, you are Mac, you are my other half, you are part of the Contingent, and none of these are bonds you can throw away. No matter what you do, I am here, and I will be here.
So there. -_-